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Hi

I am just having one of those days where i just want to cry my eyes out and sleep until this is all over. The stress of the whole situation is really affecting me.

My OH is not living at home due to SS and this is having a major impact on my teenage kids. Especially my son who has been badly bullied at school and is currently waiting an autism assessment.

I am so concerned for my son and my own mental health. My OH mental health is at rock bottom and he is just about dragging himself through each day. I shake everytime my door knocks my phone buzzes or rings. My daugher who answered the door to the police is in gcse year and is traumatised by the attitude of the police at the door. So this is affecting her again when she is home and door knocks it scares her.

It just feels like since the knock that we cant breathe with fear and there is no end in sight. We are all traumatised and the police just walk away with no support for kids or me. It makes me sick.

I am so scared this is going to be made public as i genuniely dont think my son will cope. I have such fears. He is already suffering with mental health due to being bullied, he cant take this on top. I dont know what to do. I am so low.



Sorry just needed a rant to people who get it.