Spoke to police officer today she said 6 months to go through the computer I was like so now I have to pretend to friends and act like I'm ok. How do you do that I don't think I trust them not to turn on me and I get it I still don't understand but I want to hit my son also. My head and heart are against eachother so bad right now.



any of us could be the next to face the truth no one is exempt from reality. ????



I just want to move away is that normal to think this way. ????

Absolutely is normal to think like that, I still do on and off but my support network is also here. For the sake of my children I told close friends and family, I lost a few friends and almost my brother but we are alot better but im also now single and 0 interest in finding someone I have no trust in people to bring them into our lives.