Friday/Weekend check in
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Well its friday again. Another week.
Not much has happened this week. I had today off so spent it sorting things in my house, so its nice to see it tidy.
Nothing much for the weekend either. All my friends are very busy. But i have been looking at being happy with my own company. Not something i do very well, but with my reduced number of friends i think i need to take a minute and see what i can do to make me happy. It is a gift that keeps giving. But i am trying to not let it get me down.
so hoping you all manage to have a nice weekend
Not much has happened this week. I had today off so spent it sorting things in my house, so its nice to see it tidy.
Nothing much for the weekend either. All my friends are very busy. But i have been looking at being happy with my own company. Not something i do very well, but with my reduced number of friends i think i need to take a minute and see what i can do to make me happy. It is a gift that keeps giving. But i am trying to not let it get me down.
so hoping you all manage to have a nice weekend
Fairly uneventful week here too. Usual ups and downs. Another week down, the sun is shining here today, and I'm off work for 2 weeks so looking forward to some downtime. Expecting police to serve notice of application to extend bail again in next week or two. We plod on...
Was extremely down at the start of the week as it all got too much with my youngest being very emotional and talking about death again. I just wanted to curl up under the duvet plus I haven't been feeling well. However I have a coup!e of amazing friends who are checking in daily and I've managed to rally round. Kids had friends over for tea last night so if they are happy I'm happy! Not much p!anned for the weekend although another supervised visit with ex and kids Monday so kids will probably be emotional again on Sunday as it seems to naturally have a massive effect in the strangeness of it all. Might even treat myself to a glass of wine tonight. Have a good weekend folks x
Another week of waiting for CPS and another extension of bail until June which will be a year from the knock!. Rollercoaster of emotions as it brings it all back again...no plans for the weekend apart from winging it.
Take care all and see what the next week brings us.
Take care all and see what the next week brings us.
Was doing okay but son at uni went out and got drunk last night and missed his counsellor appointment today, not answering my calls and due back home tomorrow.
Ive been struggling with being possitive. My brain wont let me see the possitives to protect me. If I sit in doom and gloom its just easier. Although we should be moving onto a possitive path in the next monthish my brain goes but what if this professional says no then it wont happen. Youll then be upset the spiral starts, we have to get ourselves back out. So just stay on the negative path that way we cant be disappointed. Not cope with being disappointed and start the whole loop all over again.
Im going to need sooooo much therapy to fix myself...... if I ever get the time.
Im going to need sooooo much therapy to fix myself...... if I ever get the time.
Vigilante group live streaming in my area this weekend - although this wasn't my scenario it's made me upset and angry. These folk have no thought for the family of this person and what they are doing to them ????
