Ive been awaiting for the report from SS which outlines the assessments we had via LFF. Well they finally got round to giving the go-ahead for us to have it from them. And well I dont know if this is standard SS, but how on earth are they such technophobes!! First they didnt send the document and then they send the document in a way that means I cant read it.... egress seems to be an enigma to them.

Im just soo frustrated! I have dyslexia and irlens syndrome. I need time to read documents because it takes me forever! And even though our CPP meetings are well behind whats required (currently 7 weeks overdue). Theyve moved it to a date not good for me after I okayed a date that was okay for me (they keep using my days off for meetings and im sick of that too! I dont get to enjoy my day off in the week doing what i want with my daughte. Instead i awkwardly sit and smiley because there is litrally nothing to talk about at all. But you cant same same * different day, thats not professional). So now I'm just angry. Im so fed up with all of this now. We don't have any restrictions now legally but im living under bail conditions until this next CPP meeting. If they all agree to we moving forwards.... I cant let myself relax, I cant think yay we are moving forwards, possitive thought. Because every time they show me a glimmer or hope they stomp me back into the ground and put new barriers up.



Anyways my little moan over now. I just wanted to unload as this is just too much right now.

Its just causing so much stress. Im half tempted to send them a step by step how to use egress in the simplest possible way and try not to sound passive aggressive and condescending.