Hi everyone. It's been 10 weeks now since the knock and since my life completely changed overnight. I've moved out of our shared flat and into my own flat which I'm hoping will remove seeing my ex-partner in every corner. He's still held on remand and I've had no contact with him apart from one letter which just focused on how he feels. I'm trying to keep putting one foot in front of the other, but I miss him. I miss my old life. I miss being happy. Yet that feels really confusing when in reality he was keeping all of this from me (possession, distribution & communication). I feel like I can't move on until he is sentenced in September.