After a long long wait and a lot of work my husband was to be allowed to transition home as long as his trial result come back not guilty....it was meant to be 22nd of June and now's been moved to AUGUST 2027, I feel absolutely shattered, I've asked if we can still slowly transition to being a family but all that's mentioned is seeking advice and might have to go to PLO to get the advice (why is is necessary)



also I'm supervising now and I'm so scared I've broken the trust I can always see and hear my husband with kids at all times but a few weeks back I took my son on a small teacup ride where I could see him hear him standing on the edge with daughter bit but I've been told this is minor breach but won't go further as it's kind of a grey area...the ride was very slow and I'd of leaped off if anything happened but he was right by me ...also had one bad night with kids and someone reported me I was just shouting go to bed please to son while daughter was screaming then cried myself from feeling a letdown now I feel I'm seen badly :( I don't want to lose my babies and need husband home to help support the household while I focus on kids and full supervision but I don't know if this can happen now I'm scared not sure if over worrying :(



it's very hard doing this alone under these circumstances I'd like to propose a very slow transition home as I acknowledge there is risks but the situation is destroying us all that's also going to harm the kids as we're all depressed there needs to be some middle ground, it must end soon it must