Hi 2 months ago we got the knock at the door, our house was searched and my husband of 5 years was arrested for online child porn. I have three children and my youngest is special needs. He swears that he hasnt touched her but as time has gone on he has confessed to going on chat rooms, texting children and sharing, buying and recieving videos. We have a safeguard out against my youngest and have moved back to my hometown. He constantly contacts me and tells me he will change and is recieving help but i was his third wife and he had cheated on them both before with women online and in person. We are all so devestated and everyone thought he was the loveliest man and we are finding it so hard to get our heads around. I miss the man i was married too and i cant believe this has happened. My children find it hard that i still miss him. Any advice would be greatly recieved as we are taking one thing at a time.

Thank you