I very rarely come on here now as my person is 1 year post sentencing and we also aren't together anymore so dont feel the need. But the whole situation has damaged me mentally more than anyone could ever realise! I still cry when I think about how my life was before the knock!



But if I ever hear people talk about SO's I feel so triggered like all the memories of that time come flooding back. Today I'm hearing about the police officer in the north east who's been arrested and all I can think about is how sorry I feel for his wife and child and what that poor lady must be going through right now. I feel incredibly lucky my person's conviction didn't end up in the media, i honestly dont know how I'd of coped.