I don't know where to begin with this. My eldest adult son was attested 6 months ago for viewing and sharing images and videos of children. He doesn't live with me luckily. Absolute nightmare since. Social services involved and he can't see his brother, my younger son, unless they visit (which I don't want to happen anyway!) SS also told school and my abusive ex husband who is my younger sons father. Had limited contact with my son since but he kept me updated with support he is receiving and gave explanations around porn addiction and drugs that led him to do what he did. Bail was extended to late Oct. However last week police came to see me to let me know they had arrested him again as found a lot of fake porn images on his devices using my photo. I'm absolutely devastated, confused and worried. I have been seeing a clinical psychologist anyway but when I told her this latest update even she didn't know what to say. I can't seem to find any support at all. I still think the child images are worse but I just can't understand why he would want to do that to me. I raised him as a single mum and we were so close. I feel like I'm going through a bereavement and honestly think it would be easier if he had just died.