Hi all

i am new and never used forums

before. I have a range of emotions which I know is normal/feel drained and signed

off from work. I do have health issues and think about the amount of stress and anxiety I have had over the years I am not surprised my health is deteriorating.

I can't speak about what happened as I get

closed down and other family members don't know what is going on and would be horrified if they did know and I would be targeted with abuse due to the person living with me but feel helpless in doing anything

having a rant and hope that is ok to do