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Hi my husband was taken away last Tuesday, now I'm numb, week, shocked confused

I also have a 6 year old in my life, I just can't deal, I thought he was gay and had issues with how I look since I had an op that went wrong. , I have mental health issues and have done since my daughter was 6 month old cos I was told it was me that the issues. Now I don't have someone telling me it my drugs that need changing and it was me who had the issues.



I fell like I'm the criminal that I'm the dirty person I'm so angry and I can't cry Infront of my daughter who's a daddy's girl and ask all the time where he is, I feel like my hole 11 years I've been lied to and cheated, he kepted me as a secret and I just can't even face the outside, I know I sat here when they spoke to me, cos over a year ago he was being horrible and I just wanted him to go,and he wouldn't not unless he had our daughter, it sunk in Saturday when I was gutting his bedroom and just wanted to burn it all, I feel like I'm cracking up all the time.

If he got covid-19 before all this he would of does a hero, not know my marriage was just to keep him happy, I'm so upset my head hurts I'm feel so sick as he knew my mumentally abused me as a child and to how she use to do it, he started doing the same but saying it my head not him.