All over the place....
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Turns out I'm not so great at hiding it.... 1 close friend told me in a well meaning text that she feels like she doesn't know me anymore. :"( another I can tell is playing along to me being fine because I've said I'm fine.
I just don't know if I can face telling them. Even though I know they'll both be amazing and that I'm sure it will come out in the media so they'll find out then and then I'll really need then. I half want to hide it as long as possible, to have them look at me without them feeling bad for me for as long as possible. whilst also feeling like I owe it to them to tell them as I love them both so much and I'll really need them when it comes out.
My head's all over the place as the clock continues to tick faster and faster towards the impending doom of the court cases and media battles ahead!
I just don't know if I can face telling them. Even though I know they'll both be amazing and that I'm sure it will come out in the media so they'll find out then and then I'll really need then. I half want to hide it as long as possible, to have them look at me without them feeling bad for me for as long as possible. whilst also feeling like I owe it to them to tell them as I love them both so much and I'll really need them when it comes out.
My head's all over the place as the clock continues to tick faster and faster towards the impending doom of the court cases and media battles ahead!
Hello all over the place!
I think I should adopt your name to. Your post has made me cry. I feel for you, like you I am wanting to talk to very close friend/s only a couple, whom like you I love and value their friendship very much. Like you I too don't want to burden them with my issues and I dont want them to be worrying about me for what is going to be a lengthy process in the current time. I am sure they would be supportive but both have their family problems in this most diificult year. I am not familiar with your circumstances, but Its not my partner, my young son who has found himself in trouble and he self disclosed to the police in December . I wish you well and hope you to get the support you need.
I wish you a lovely day . x
I think I should adopt your name to. Your post has made me cry. I feel for you, like you I am wanting to talk to very close friend/s only a couple, whom like you I love and value their friendship very much. Like you I too don't want to burden them with my issues and I dont want them to be worrying about me for what is going to be a lengthy process in the current time. I am sure they would be supportive but both have their family problems in this most diificult year. I am not familiar with your circumstances, but Its not my partner, my young son who has found himself in trouble and he self disclosed to the police in December . I wish you well and hope you to get the support you need.
I wish you a lovely day . x