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Evening everyone,

I'm just over 6 months since the knock. My partner isn't living with us at the moment but our children have supervised contact.
I'm just wondering if any of you decided you didn't want to stay later on through the process.
Initially I didn't see it possible to stay at all and as time has gone on and my partner has been very honest and is addressing his behaviour, it's become natural to slip into a false sense of security in terms of our romantic relationship and I feel is giving both parties a sense of hope for the future.
However, I find this so confusing. I don't think that is what I want but I suppose I feel guilty for not saying that at the start. I feel like I'm letting him down when he needs me even though none of this is my doing.

I guess I'm just looking for a sense of comfort that I'm not alone in feeling like this.
I'm absolutely heartbroken but I don't know that I can put myself through it in the long run as a couple.
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