A never-ending loop of anxiety
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My anxiety has been nonstop since my partner told me in January about his struggles with porn and the rabbit hole he went down that brought him to illicit images. I never once in six years together questioned whether he was the one for me. But now I keep going through a mental roller coaster of feeling like I can move on from what happened, and that I understand how it happened...to struggling to let go of the black and white thinking I grew up with regarding this very stigmatized issue, and worrying about whether I'll ever truly feel "right" in my decision to stay with him. I love my partner so much, and it's so hard to separate myself from my anxiety. What thoughts are valid and worth listening to? What thoughts are pointless anxieties? I feel like I need a high power telling me that I'm not an idiot or weak for not leaving my partner before I can stop overthinking.
Hi purplepen,
I don't think any one can tell u if ur right or wrong, but I no how u feel, I keep thinking am I doing the right thing, I'm staying with my husband but when anxiety kicks in and depression I think wat am I doing is it war I want will I ever feel normal again. It is so hard the decisions we have to make, but we have to do wat is right for us and no one else xx
I don't think any one can tell u if ur right or wrong, but I no how u feel, I keep thinking am I doing the right thing, I'm staying with my husband but when anxiety kicks in and depression I think wat am I doing is it war I want will I ever feel normal again. It is so hard the decisions we have to make, but we have to do wat is right for us and no one else xx
I totally agree with Dawn / despite having to hide it / I continue to keep in touch with my family member in prison. He admitted his guilt and strives to achieve a better education and later go through programmes leading on to a new life and different path.
I will never forgive what he has done to us as a family, I really dont think he truly knows the impact but you cannot love someone and then just discard them over night.
i can sleep at night knowing I've made the right decision for me. I wish I didn't have to carry this burden but I just try to take each day at a time.
I will never forgive what he has done to us as a family, I really dont think he truly knows the impact but you cannot love someone and then just discard them over night.
i can sleep at night knowing I've made the right decision for me. I wish I didn't have to carry this burden but I just try to take each day at a time.