Really struggling tonight
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I'm really struggling with my emotions tonight. I'm missing my husband so much and things have finally got on top of me. I'm fed up of being lonely and fed up of going through all of this without doing anything wrong to deserve it. I just want this nightmare to be over.
Hi mumof3girls,
I no how u feel I went to the doctors this week to tell her how I am feeling for her to say lets not tell them yet how u r feeling as we don't want to rock the boat, its like no one cares about the trauma we r put through, we r supposed to just take the shit that ss and anyone else who is involved with us. But y y should we when we r the innocent party why should we accept the shit, just because we want to support our family members xx things will get better, it just seems just a long way away x
I no how u feel I went to the doctors this week to tell her how I am feeling for her to say lets not tell them yet how u r feeling as we don't want to rock the boat, its like no one cares about the trauma we r put through, we r supposed to just take the shit that ss and anyone else who is involved with us. But y y should we when we r the innocent party why should we accept the shit, just because we want to support our family members xx things will get better, it just seems just a long way away x
Are you having therapy mum of 3? I'm also a mum of 3 and therapy has really been the thing that has pulled me through. Helped me realise that my decisions needs to be made for me (and in turn the kids because what they need is what I need often) and that it is ok to walk the middle path and feel your way through. I'm also wondering if you have told many trusted friends? I really do know how hard it is, i wonder if you would journal. Sending so much love. Keep going, be gentle with yourself. No one knows your family and the path you need to take better than yourself. Xx
Hi, no I'm not having therapy. I haven't really been offered any support through this and not really in the financial situation to pay for these things myself. I haven't told close friends only my mum and sister but everytime I vent all I hear is that it all my husbands fault (stating the obvious) or they know how I feel (but they will never understand how this feels). I'm trying so hard to hold everything together but with everyday it feels like I'm breaking that little bit more. Yesterday was the day we was suppose to be told the extent of the case as devices would've been checked. This goalpost has now been moved for the 3rd time and now to June. I hate that strangers are able to mess around with my life like this and not give any care to the damage they're causing to me and my children everytime they move the goalposts. My kids are now finding this so difficult and everyday I have to watch them breakdown as well. Sorry I'm rambling a bit. X
Mumof3
It's such a horrendous time for everyone I just wanted to send you hugs xx
It's such a horrendous time for everyone I just wanted to send you hugs xx
I will look them up thanks Lee. I've never fealt so lonely and isolated than I do right now. Never did I ever think my family would be going through this journey. I'm so glad i found this forum though as it allows me to vent to people who really do know what it is like. I have no idea where I'd be without you all x
Thank you upset mum x