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Upset mum

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Smile through tears

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Mum50

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December 2021

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Posted Wed December 29, 2021 9:35pmReport post

Upset mum I don't have any answers for you at all only that is the way I feel about my son too.

I'm right at the beginning so the road ahead is long.

But I am finding strength through this group so if I can give any strength back I will.

Thinking of you and always here for shoulder to cry on or just to talk X

Upset mum

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Upset mum

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June 2020

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Posted Wed December 29, 2021 10:02pmReport post

Lost 123 and Mum50.

Thank you for.your kind words we dig deep.in to our emotions but yet I just want to give up I dont want to feel.this pain but I have to I never imagined getting to my age to be here and feeling this pain I mourn for my son but yet he barely lives I bloody hate this journey you are all so much stronger than I am xx

Smile through tears

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September 2021

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Posted Thu December 30, 2021 4:15amReport post

I too am so sorry to hear about the other tragedies in your life. You are right it is a foul journey, I've been in those depths and swam around gasping for air so feel your desperation and pain. It's a very dark hole.... which I feel I will always be clinging on the side.

the ladies are right, you really are stronger than you think and I feel you will get stronger when your terribly long wait and uncertainty is over. It's almost such a relief when the court case is over and done and you can move on with strength to face the next stage.

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Grace Hush

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August 2021

145 posts

Posted Thu December 30, 2021 9:44amReport post

I haven't read your initial post upset mum but just wanted to send best wishes and to say I don't think anyone here is stronger than you or anyone else!

This situation is hell and simply getting up in the morning often requires immense strength and determination. Not only are you doing that, you're also actively there for your son which I know myself is so very hard when he's feeling so low. It's so hard to even exist and that can make us feel weak but actually shows how strong we are.

I don't believe anyone could go through this and feel OK. The depths of despair were a common resting place for myself over the course of 10 months. I've frequently felt suicidal and as though I can't possibly go on. But I've got up and dragged myself through the necessities, allowed myself to feel the despair in between. It's indescribable and I just want to say I feel your pain.

You can get through this and things will improve. Sending love your way xx

Upset mum

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June 2020

2396 posts

Posted Thu December 30, 2021 11:27amReport post

Grace hush

Thank you for your reply and to everyone else for your kind words it really does mean so much

Xx