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Yes I totally get you, I have these times sometimes I know they will come such as events or certain dates other times something really simple and everything comes crashing. I'm not sure if it gets easier or not or maybe we just become a little more numb but I try not to make any big desisions during these times and try and ride it out. Sending you huge hugs xx

Hi hope you okay . Yes happens to me all the time . Normally after a really good day . I had a good mother's day and since then I've been obsessing over court cases in the media . Searching online ect . Have bad sleeps bad dreams . Somtimes I feel guilty if I have a good day . Or somtimes I can be having a nice time and then think this isn't right I shouldn't be having fun or is this the last time I will every have fun ect . All I can do if the best for my children and keep things as normal as I can for them . I don't know what stage your at but try not to worry my worrying is the worst and it won't change a thing . Keep your chin up xx

I feel you. I got some pills off the GP to take when I'm feeling like this to calm me down, as some days I feel like I'm going crazy x

Hi Hope - It's so hard but I think we have to accept wobbles. I can have days when I feel ok then I perhaps read something or watch something on TV that upsets me - usually if it's linked with the P word. Then I go off to have a secret sob.

I hate it all and just wish that things could be like they were - but as we know that doesn't happen :(