Todays a good day
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Today is the first day I've felt okay not happy not sad just okay.
this morning I woke took medication and messaged my partner questions I had. He answered them not the great response but it was something. We was very high rate but then suddenly it stopped and we we're both civil and speaking and addressing where we can go forwards etc.. it feels like today I'm getting somewhere with being okay and looking to the future and asking things I need to ask.
This does not mean I condone what he has done or forgot what he has done by far from the crime to the cheating. He still saying the cheating and the crime is all linked together possible porn addiction his therapist has said but we shell see what the further holds.
I guess I wanted to share this with you all as I have had the worset 4 weeks going and wanted to let you know that I promise you will have okay days even if your day is dark right now you will reach an okay day.
big hugs to everyone!!!
this morning I woke took medication and messaged my partner questions I had. He answered them not the great response but it was something. We was very high rate but then suddenly it stopped and we we're both civil and speaking and addressing where we can go forwards etc.. it feels like today I'm getting somewhere with being okay and looking to the future and asking things I need to ask.
This does not mean I condone what he has done or forgot what he has done by far from the crime to the cheating. He still saying the cheating and the crime is all linked together possible porn addiction his therapist has said but we shell see what the further holds.
I guess I wanted to share this with you all as I have had the worset 4 weeks going and wanted to let you know that I promise you will have okay days even if your day is dark right now you will reach an okay day.
big hugs to everyone!!!
It's good to hear you've found an ok day Heart xx you enjoy every moment of feeling ok! X
I have days at the moment where I could take on the world and others when I cant lift the duvet. I guess it's all part of the journey.
I've been put on a ride I didnt ask for but my son is my world and fight I must.
I have days at the moment where I could take on the world and others when I cant lift the duvet. I guess it's all part of the journey.
I've been put on a ride I didnt ask for but my son is my world and fight I must.
Glad you've had a good day Heart! May you and the rest of us continue to have them.
Lots of love to all x
Lots of love to all x