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Has anyone else had a huge thing happen. To them and its been put at the back of your mind because of the knock and all the implications that come with it? As I've said in previous posts I lost my twin sister 6 weeks b4 the knock, accidental overdose. And this morning I think it's just hit me at how I've lost the two people closet to me in such a short period of time. I've put my greif and loss of her in the back of my mind and I know she'd be supporting me through this. I've decided I'm going to live my best life for her. This crime has totally taken over my life and my brain for so long, she'd hate that. My person is in a mental health hostel now due to prev sucide attempts and getting really good help so it's took a lot of pressure off me, which is the resin he went in first place, he's seen the stain on me and now I can fianny greive my sister. Juat sat and went through 2 years of messages from her. So sad I miss her like crazy. I also miss my partner and the happy 5 years we had b4 this. Time to greif and move on, I'll still be supporting him in the background, but I'm gonna take a back seat for a while xx

Thank you upset that means a lot, I've lots of friends and wonderful colleagues but noone knows about the knock, I had counselling end of last year, I'm gonna have more soon, I learned a lot from it if I'm honest, hope your keeping well xx

Thank you bitter bean, sorry about your dad. Yes that's exactly it, I'll still be on and off the fourem to help others, I need you people in my life too. Yes I've had such a good think since my partner has been away at other side of County, I'm still in contact with him and he's doing good so time for me to get all this out if me properly, I miss her terribly and ferl like part of me is missing so I'll needto work through this xx

Thank you upset xx