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Hi all
We are nearly 14 months since the knock and still no answers...
We are on CIN plan and our SW just do not care...our last meeting doesn't happen with him as he changed the date about it ( not even bothered of letting me know ) nursery manager text me if I know that meeting is on this day about an hour before...and I left my work I have catch a taxi and when we both was settled for open the chat with him he just not attended at all....
I am feel hopeless and so tired
My son is seeing his dad only twice per month as we do not have anyone to help with supervising the meeting and SW said I am not allowed to do it as we are in relationship....
When I reading posts here I am angry, sad that many of you are able to supervised contact but I am not...
I am jealous of these who hit the end and now can start new life...
I am sorry but is one of these days when is too much for me...
I wish to believe that we will be a family again but is so hard...
We are nearly 14 months since the knock and still no answers...
We are on CIN plan and our SW just do not care...our last meeting doesn't happen with him as he changed the date about it ( not even bothered of letting me know ) nursery manager text me if I know that meeting is on this day about an hour before...and I left my work I have catch a taxi and when we both was settled for open the chat with him he just not attended at all....
I am feel hopeless and so tired
My son is seeing his dad only twice per month as we do not have anyone to help with supervising the meeting and SW said I am not allowed to do it as we are in relationship....
When I reading posts here I am angry, sad that many of you are able to supervised contact but I am not...
I am jealous of these who hit the end and now can start new life...
I am sorry but is one of these days when is too much for me...
I wish to believe that we will be a family again but is so hard...
Ahhh honey it's a bad day for you. I promise its completely normal. I get jealous of other couples going home together, even when I'm in work I can't look. Give yourself a wee break from all of this for a few days. Do some self care and call the helpline if you're up for it xx