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Scrolling through tik tok last night in bed to try get off to sleep, and up flashed multiple clips of the police 24/7 episode which covered the team who give people the knock. I couldn't help but watch.
It really brought back to me what a distressing time it was for me and that it's nearly 3 years but it still gives me flashbacks now.
Thinking of everyone who is going through this dreadful experience, there is light at the end of the tunnel and somehow you do learn to live with it. Something definitely changed in me that morning but you do learn to live and smile again so always remember that. Stay strong everyone.
It really brought back to me what a distressing time it was for me and that it's nearly 3 years but it still gives me flashbacks now.
Thinking of everyone who is going through this dreadful experience, there is light at the end of the tunnel and somehow you do learn to live with it. Something definitely changed in me that morning but you do learn to live and smile again so always remember that. Stay strong everyone.
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Lovely - thanks Bav, gives us hope x
You are so right. So much changes. In fact everything changes. Your life, you as a person and your relationships too.
I know I have lost all faith in people/relationships/men. I sound bitter, I know but when you are living your life oblivious to the parallel life your partner is living and woken up one morning to find a police officer stood over you whilst you sleep, it really is the beginning of a new life. To find out in that way is the most horrendous thing I've ever experienced. The man you believed and trusted turns out to be the one that destroys your trust and life. The secrets and deception you were never aware of. Gosh, I think back to those times of complete ignorance and it's as if I had dreamt that life.
This experience has made me a cynic about everything and everyone. If you can be let down so monumentally by the one person you felt complete with then what can one expect from others.
Sorry, I sound so deflated and harsh but this is my reality now created by the one I loved and trusted the most.
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I know I have lost all faith in people/relationships/men. I sound bitter, I know but when you are living your life oblivious to the parallel life your partner is living and woken up one morning to find a police officer stood over you whilst you sleep, it really is the beginning of a new life. To find out in that way is the most horrendous thing I've ever experienced. The man you believed and trusted turns out to be the one that destroys your trust and life. The secrets and deception you were never aware of. Gosh, I think back to those times of complete ignorance and it's as if I had dreamt that life.
This experience has made me a cynic about everything and everyone. If you can be let down so monumentally by the one person you felt complete with then what can one expect from others.
Sorry, I sound so deflated and harsh but this is my reality now created by the one I loved and trusted the most.
x
Rig22.
I agree with you. 4 years down the line and I'm getting on with my life but I'm suspicious of everyone and everything and very overprotective of older teenage daughter. I'm just trying hard not to damage her future relationships anymore than he already did.
I always think, if I got him so wrong what is everyone hiding.
Certainly changed me for ever. I'll never be the person I was again. My previous life seems almost unreal now.
But I'm not going to let it destroy my life. I'm worth more than that.
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I agree with you. 4 years down the line and I'm getting on with my life but I'm suspicious of everyone and everything and very overprotective of older teenage daughter. I'm just trying hard not to damage her future relationships anymore than he already did.
I always think, if I got him so wrong what is everyone hiding.
Certainly changed me for ever. I'll never be the person I was again. My previous life seems almost unreal now.
But I'm not going to let it destroy my life. I'm worth more than that.
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