1 year later
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It has been a year and not a day goes by where I don't think about it, will I ever be able to move on from this??? Do I call it quites and just give up, I love my OH so much and just start to be happy again then boom get reminded of it all over again, don't get me wrong he's be willing and open with me since this happened, but how can I move on!!!
Hey Hagrid,
I know how you feel. It constantly lives in your head and even when you forget about it for a while it springs back up moments later and you're reminded of the nightmare you live in. I think as with a lot of things in life it boils down to time and healing. The only question, which I myself ask myself and aren't quite sure of the answer, is whether I want to invest that precious time into something which has already caused me a great deal of suffering - will I reap rewards or further suffering? We don't know and I often think I could just start with someone else but there is nobody like my partner and somebody else could hurt me anyways so looks like I'm sticking around.... for now! Xx
I know how you feel. It constantly lives in your head and even when you forget about it for a while it springs back up moments later and you're reminded of the nightmare you live in. I think as with a lot of things in life it boils down to time and healing. The only question, which I myself ask myself and aren't quite sure of the answer, is whether I want to invest that precious time into something which has already caused me a great deal of suffering - will I reap rewards or further suffering? We don't know and I often think I could just start with someone else but there is nobody like my partner and somebody else could hurt me anyways so looks like I'm sticking around.... for now! Xx