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Hi everyone, I've been away because I had to take a step back as I was always here and I was just ruminating on stuff and trying to use a crystal ball detective kind of thing to gauge what could potentially happen.
This was awful for my my mental health so just needed a break. Just been looking over posts and can see some people I spoke to have had charges and sentences now and I just want to say I see you and feel your pain.
I hope everyone is doing as ok as they can be in these times. I'm struggling with feelings of not wanting to stay with my OH atm. I feel very burnt out so I dunno if I just need some time off work to do nothing for a week.
I had to go back to full time as my Oh wages went down to sick pay, they're trying to find out if his work will re set his work log ins and give him another temp work laptop but we're waiting on the vetting team.
I have been talking to an old friend I bumped into recently and the chat has been flirty because I dunno he's really easy to talk to and nothing connected to this. I always had a crush on him and now it's like really complex and my brain is melting.
my autism has been bad lately cos I've been so burnt out with the kids.
community support worker has stepped out case down again (second step down since it all kicked off) so I'm glad that I am seen as a someone who can be protective and supportive of the kids.
This was awful for my my mental health so just needed a break. Just been looking over posts and can see some people I spoke to have had charges and sentences now and I just want to say I see you and feel your pain.
I hope everyone is doing as ok as they can be in these times. I'm struggling with feelings of not wanting to stay with my OH atm. I feel very burnt out so I dunno if I just need some time off work to do nothing for a week.
I had to go back to full time as my Oh wages went down to sick pay, they're trying to find out if his work will re set his work log ins and give him another temp work laptop but we're waiting on the vetting team.
I have been talking to an old friend I bumped into recently and the chat has been flirty because I dunno he's really easy to talk to and nothing connected to this. I always had a crush on him and now it's like really complex and my brain is melting.
my autism has been bad lately cos I've been so burnt out with the kids.
community support worker has stepped out case down again (second step down since it all kicked off) so I'm glad that I am seen as a someone who can be protective and supportive of the kids.
Hi embean,
I just stepped back a few days for the same reasons, this group is incredibly supportive but it can be very anxiety making reading the court outcomes.
It's none of my business but I would urge you not to do anything hasty in personal relationships that can't be undone. I'm finding this is a wild time emotionally and that my thoughts and feelings are not reliable. So I am hunkering down, trying to take care of myself physically and emotionally and not relying on others. Not doing anything I don't want to do, even if people tell me I should, and even if sometimes I think I maybe should. I don't know if this is a good thing or a bad thing, or even if it makes sense, but at the moment it feels right for me.
Hang in there, we will get through this and come out the other side, one way or another.
I just stepped back a few days for the same reasons, this group is incredibly supportive but it can be very anxiety making reading the court outcomes.
It's none of my business but I would urge you not to do anything hasty in personal relationships that can't be undone. I'm finding this is a wild time emotionally and that my thoughts and feelings are not reliable. So I am hunkering down, trying to take care of myself physically and emotionally and not relying on others. Not doing anything I don't want to do, even if people tell me I should, and even if sometimes I think I maybe should. I don't know if this is a good thing or a bad thing, or even if it makes sense, but at the moment it feels right for me.
Hang in there, we will get through this and come out the other side, one way or another.