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currently watching Mamma mia here we go again, cooked a roast dinner today,
I have my dinner cooking now , dont eat roast dinner
I have quiche, potato croquettes and salad lol x
Today has been a good day, washing out on the line, daughter and her boyfriend eating Easter eggs in bed with a latte this morning x
Had a call with my son this afternoon, he is ok
Sometimes I forget that I am on this journey
When we have our video calls my daughter says to her brother how she still cant believe he is in prison, how surreal it feels,
For me as much as I hate this I have to say the relationship I have with him now compared to before is so much closer, he has spoken about his offending, the biggest regret is he couldn't ask for help before this xx
I have my dinner cooking now , dont eat roast dinner
I have quiche, potato croquettes and salad lol x
Today has been a good day, washing out on the line, daughter and her boyfriend eating Easter eggs in bed with a latte this morning x
Had a call with my son this afternoon, he is ok
Sometimes I forget that I am on this journey
When we have our video calls my daughter says to her brother how she still cant believe he is in prison, how surreal it feels,
For me as much as I hate this I have to say the relationship I have with him now compared to before is so much closer, he has spoken about his offending, the biggest regret is he couldn't ask for help before this xx
So glad you had a nice day today. Sometimes days can be good, a new normal. Xx
Oh my word we have had such a lovely day. I have sisters. My youngest sister is a nutball to say the least and we've laughed at this elaborate prank she's orchestrated on my poor mum with a bucket and computer mouse pretending she had caught a real mouse. I think she's seen it on TikTok or something. Whole family involved in pranking my mum. Seriously hilarious.
Walked home, saw your post on here and decided to do the +1 to watch mamma Mia. Bare in mind it's my son who has committed the offence. Was ready to have a little singalong and the feel good etc. Those scenes where she was having the baby and she as signing/talking about being strong because her baby was her future etc. Well, completely unexpected floodgates have opened. All of those hopes and dreams for my son. All of those wishes and dreams of a future for him. So, I'm not asleep but I've had an unexpected cathartic sob to the point of so much snot I couldn't breathe. Hadn't planned on it because I do crack on, be positive, get stuff done etc.
Is it ridiculous to say I've enjoyed this marathon cry session? Feel like I needed to get it out of me but didn't know because I Dory (and just keep swimming, swimming haha) So, I'm not asleep yet, but at the same time, I'm also cleared out? I suspect it's been a long time coming. Off to wash off the panda face and then, I've turned off all alarms for tomorrow and my kids don't know it yet but they're getting a long lie in because im predicting a mammoth sleep!
So in a odd way, thanks! I think you've unleashed a wave haha
Tomorrow is another day x
Walked home, saw your post on here and decided to do the +1 to watch mamma Mia. Bare in mind it's my son who has committed the offence. Was ready to have a little singalong and the feel good etc. Those scenes where she was having the baby and she as signing/talking about being strong because her baby was her future etc. Well, completely unexpected floodgates have opened. All of those hopes and dreams for my son. All of those wishes and dreams of a future for him. So, I'm not asleep but I've had an unexpected cathartic sob to the point of so much snot I couldn't breathe. Hadn't planned on it because I do crack on, be positive, get stuff done etc.
Is it ridiculous to say I've enjoyed this marathon cry session? Feel like I needed to get it out of me but didn't know because I Dory (and just keep swimming, swimming haha) So, I'm not asleep yet, but at the same time, I'm also cleared out? I suspect it's been a long time coming. Off to wash off the panda face and then, I've turned off all alarms for tomorrow and my kids don't know it yet but they're getting a long lie in because im predicting a mammoth sleep!
So in a odd way, thanks! I think you've unleashed a wave haha
Tomorrow is another day x
A good cry does you good / lets out those pent up emotions!