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I wrote this and I know it will resignate. I find peace in writing poems and there is peace is aligning your thoughts with another's. this is kind of my therapy but for others it can be a good thing just to journal and reflect. It helps clear the mind a bit because my head as been full. I started with heart palpitations so I started to meditate and write. There is no answers to this nightmare but if anything gives you a little help in the process then it's worth trying.

The knock arrived, carrying pain too heavy to bear,Inflicted by another, a burden I can't share.A cancerous poison, spreading through my core,Questions linger, seeking reasons, searching for more.

Words were spoken, but nothing remained,
Trust shattered, love lost, as if drained.
Entangled in a web woven with deceit,
Can I sever ties, escape this heavy feat?

Longing for the path that leads to light,
Head and heart locked in a relentless fight.
Betrayal grips my mind, love tugs my heart,
How can I love someone who tore us apart?

Amidst guilt and doubt, I seek the way,
A journey where clarity replaces the gray.
In a world of right and wrong, I navigate,
Summoning courage, deciding my fate.

Can I trust what's now being said aloud?
A path to recovery, does it wear a shroud?
Am I naive, morally askew to believe,
In his path to redemption, can trust deceive?

Or am I heading towards a worse fate,
Trust destroyed, a heavy burden to contemplate.
Marriage sanctified beyond imagination,
Strangled by its bonds, a painful revelation.

Trust, once strong, now lies in ruins,
Hurting more than just my own inklings.
Should marriage hold sacred vows untold,

I feel strangled, entangled, and bound in this fold.
Escape is my aim, though unsure how,
From this intricate web, I'll disentangle somehow.

It's time to prioritize self-love's embrace,
For in that, perhaps, my future finds its grace.