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ConflictedMum

Member since
August 2024

14 posts

Hi,

So my person (son) had his devices removed April 2023.

Spring forward charged with a number of cat a - c (approximately 300 - 167 A). Cached images which he swears have come from many unsafe sites. He is 23 years old and had teh same pc for 10 years.

I am so conflicted. Most days I believe he didn't do this on purpose/that he didn't search for this stuff. I want to support him.

On another, when thoughts are racing, I have thoughts that if he did I just don't want to deal with him. I want him out of my home.

I am all he has so am in such a dilema.

sad/mad/confused.com

Posted Mon August 5, 2024 10:17am
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Upset mum

Member since
June 2020

2502 posts

Conflicted x

I am also here because of my sons actions x

It's so difficult as you say to know what to do but this is only a decision you can make x

Have you been able to have a conversation with him about his offending, is he seeking help and do you have support? Xx

Posted Mon August 5, 2024 12:04pmReport post

ConflictedMum

Member since
August 2024

14 posts

Hi upset mum,

Yes, since day dot my son has been 100% consistent.

He accepts that he's been a bloody idiot not keeping himself safe/too many platforms and boom here we are. BUT that he is not interested in children sexually.

I do believe him, 99% of me does.

He spent his life online from the age of 12/13, having severe social anxiety, very awkward in social situations, depression and (undiagnosed austism). This is partly my fault as I thought "well at least he's socialising.

I am not suggesting MH and those conditions make this acceptable but I can see why and how they are obviously more at risk.

Posted Mon August 5, 2024 12:45pmReport post

EBP

Member since
September 2021

231 posts

Conflicted Mum

I can see where you are coming from.

Our 28 year old son had to move back in with us,after living 'independently' for five years & having good employment.

We felt we had no choice,as he has no one else & would have been homeless.

He is currently on remand for an alleged breach of his SHPO (as in not informing police of cloud storage on new laptop) which he disputes..

In some ways the pressure is off us,once we got used to prison visits! We know we can do nothing else at the moment. He is back in court on 16th. If he is released,we are back to square one

Posted Mon August 5, 2024 11:08pmReport post

Bobbie

Member since
June 2024

33 posts

@conflictedmum

That sounds pretty much like our story , my son is 20 , arrested at 18 . Diagnosed autistic after arrest but spent his teens in s similar fashion to your son , we foolishly thought at least if he is at home he's not getting involved with drugs/gangs etc . He's now on SOR and awaiting sentence hearing in a few weeks

Posted Mon August 5, 2024 11:16pmReport post

Alison20

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March 2021

435 posts

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Posted Mon August 5, 2024 11:29pm
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Alison20

Member since
March 2021

435 posts

This link may be of interest to some of you, it highlights some of the vulnerabilities that may be present

in someone on the autistic spectrum with viewing IIOC's online.




https://pure.strath.ac.uk/ws/portalfiles/portal/120954333/Allely_2020_CYCJ_ASD_and_viewing_indecent_images_of_children.pdf

Posted Mon August 5, 2024 11:31pm
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LittleRobin3

Member since
April 2024

803 posts

Hi, my situation is my ex husband. I lost everything, and I mean everything because of what he did and has done again. Some days I despise him. However, this is just one bit of him. The vast majority of him is good. X

Posted Tue August 6, 2024 4:44pmReport post

AnxiouslyUnsure

Member since
June 2024

5 posts

My person is my ex and father of my child.

He is adamant that he did not go intentionally looking for things and that it must have been these pop up links that he has chucked on.

Surely it has to be more than that if the police are investigating.

I'm at war with myself as to what I should think. It is a really difficult situation but we wouldn't be human if we didn't have doubts x

Posted Thu August 8, 2024 9:01amReport post

ConflictedMum

Member since
August 2024

14 posts

I have been advised that these images (pop ups) cache into your device. So you can have them unknowingly, however even cached images are treated this seriously.

Think of wattsapp - a person sends you a pic in the group and itsaves to your phone.

There is no evidence of my son searching for this stuff and absolutely nothing anywhere of him trying to communicate with anyone he shouldn't. All cached images.

Posted Thu August 8, 2024 12:54pmReport post

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