I don't know how to carry on
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I'm really struggling to get my head around everything, I can't help but hate my self if I was more attractive he wouldn't of gone else where.
I've told our friends group what he's done now I feel guilty because he has lost friends, and feel like everyone is being different towards me, I just stay locked in the house away from everyone.
Everyone said talk to people but I wish I hadn't said anything
I've told our friends group what he's done now I feel guilty because he has lost friends, and feel like everyone is being different towards me, I just stay locked in the house away from everyone.
Everyone said talk to people but I wish I hadn't said anything
Oh my lovely it's not about how attractive you are it's about what's going on in their heads.
I felt the same. Why wasn't I enough. I was but he had such issues that he felt he didn't deserve what he had and so things happened. You mustn't believe it's anything to do with you. It's hard but it's true xx maybe it's better to speak to a professional rather than people are emotionally involved x
I felt the same. Why wasn't I enough. I was but he had such issues that he felt he didn't deserve what he had and so things happened. You mustn't believe it's anything to do with you. It's hard but it's true xx maybe it's better to speak to a professional rather than people are emotionally involved x
I'm so sorry to read your message.
I am going to be honest it wasn't you, I was home and that's what you always need to remember. Your the innocent person in all this.
You need to also understand, which has taken me the longest time - what will happen, will happen and you can't change that unfortunately ;(
But you will get theirs unfortunately we all have to go through the 5 stages of grief, but once you get to the end of that things do look and seem a hell of a lot clearer.
Always about if you need a chat
Keep your chin up. Xx
I am going to be honest it wasn't you, I was home and that's what you always need to remember. Your the innocent person in all this.
You need to also understand, which has taken me the longest time - what will happen, will happen and you can't change that unfortunately ;(
But you will get theirs unfortunately we all have to go through the 5 stages of grief, but once you get to the end of that things do look and seem a hell of a lot clearer.
Always about if you need a chat
Keep your chin up. Xx
Moonbeam I had a sudden epiphany of 'what will happen, will happen' last night. I am so desperate to control the outcome, the past, the future, the whole narrative. But I can't. It isn't a story I'm writing, it's by multiple other people and I'm a character in it.
I can only control MY story, which (when I'm feeling optimistic) is one of resilience, strength, compassion, overcoming odds, loving my children unconditionally and demonstrably, and supporting their dad in order to ensure they have the best childhood possible- to the extent that it's within my control.
What he did, why, what the police wlll find, how they will interpret it, how the CPS will interpret it, how the JUDGE and PROBATION will interpret it - that's their story and I can't do anything except weather the storm.
It's absolutely horrific though.
sending love to all xx
I can only control MY story, which (when I'm feeling optimistic) is one of resilience, strength, compassion, overcoming odds, loving my children unconditionally and demonstrably, and supporting their dad in order to ensure they have the best childhood possible- to the extent that it's within my control.
What he did, why, what the police wlll find, how they will interpret it, how the CPS will interpret it, how the JUDGE and PROBATION will interpret it - that's their story and I can't do anything except weather the storm.
It's absolutely horrific though.
sending love to all xx