Sentencing tomorrow following an awful week
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Hi, my ex is due to be sentenced tomorrow, 3 years post knock but it's been adjourned 4 times the night before so far so we'll see.
This last week has been utterly horrendous. My ex's ViSOR manager emailed to say someone in my street has learned of my ex's prior case (8 years ago) and had read the press reports. She advised my ex shouldn't visit us for safety. This sent me into an absolute spin of wondering who on earth could've worked this out after 8 years! My son and I have been too scared to even take the bins out. Then I worked it out. I'm 99% certain that it was my Community Psychiatric Nurse who has been visiting me at home every fortnight for the last 6 weeks. I have found it impossible to get any help with what I've been through until recently. Now I feel so angry that they would put me through this, sneaking around behind my back, treating me like an idiot and a criminal. The CPN was checking on what restrictions my ex is under. I get it, I do. But my issues are around my FEAR of my neighbours finding out. So for the last week we've been terrified as to which neighbours know etc. Until I worked out that it wasn't a neighbour at all. I could so easily have done something stupid as I was so scared and upset. There's clearly no help for someone going through this under the NHS. It's too dangerous. X
This last week has been utterly horrendous. My ex's ViSOR manager emailed to say someone in my street has learned of my ex's prior case (8 years ago) and had read the press reports. She advised my ex shouldn't visit us for safety. This sent me into an absolute spin of wondering who on earth could've worked this out after 8 years! My son and I have been too scared to even take the bins out. Then I worked it out. I'm 99% certain that it was my Community Psychiatric Nurse who has been visiting me at home every fortnight for the last 6 weeks. I have found it impossible to get any help with what I've been through until recently. Now I feel so angry that they would put me through this, sneaking around behind my back, treating me like an idiot and a criminal. The CPN was checking on what restrictions my ex is under. I get it, I do. But my issues are around my FEAR of my neighbours finding out. So for the last week we've been terrified as to which neighbours know etc. Until I worked out that it wasn't a neighbour at all. I could so easily have done something stupid as I was so scared and upset. There's clearly no help for someone going through this under the NHS. It's too dangerous. X
I so hope the sentencing finally happens Littlerobin. Its unfair to keep delaying it and putting you through torture.
I hope you start to feel a bit braver about going out soon too, knowing that's it's not a neighbour who's been asking questions. Xx
I hope you start to feel a bit braver about going out soon too, knowing that's it's not a neighbour who's been asking questions. Xx
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If the sentencing goes ahead tomorrow all my neighbours will know very soon. This is my biggest fear.
If the sentencing goes ahead tomorrow all my neighbours will know very soon. This is my biggest fear.