Birthday
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well tomorrow is my 30th birthday and I couldn't feel any less excited.
Still waiting for charges coming through, knock was last June. Been with my OH for 12 years. Feel like I just want to be living on my own in peace now with my little dog but also have never lived alone in my adult life. I have a job in the NHS, with a degree, yet I went and seen the mortgage advisor and was essentially told I could afford my mortgage and to pay off my OH but apart from that all I would do is work and pay my bills. What kind of life is that?
I do feel grateful that I dont have more problems with marriage and children... something to be grateful for.
Anyway there's today's moaning post, hopefully tomorrow will be a nice day regardless. And I have a nice spa day and overnight stay booked with my mam on Sunday
Still waiting for charges coming through, knock was last June. Been with my OH for 12 years. Feel like I just want to be living on my own in peace now with my little dog but also have never lived alone in my adult life. I have a job in the NHS, with a degree, yet I went and seen the mortgage advisor and was essentially told I could afford my mortgage and to pay off my OH but apart from that all I would do is work and pay my bills. What kind of life is that?
I do feel grateful that I dont have more problems with marriage and children... something to be grateful for.
Anyway there's today's moaning post, hopefully tomorrow will be a nice day regardless. And I have a nice spa day and overnight stay booked with my mam on Sunday
Happy birthday for tomorrow gorgeous. You've got an awful lot of life ahead of you. Have a good wallow, feel the feels, then keep going. I know how sh1t it is. We're basically knock-twins and the waiting is horrendous. But you will have a future that is yours to design. Please know that x.
Thank you Lisa! x
Happy birthday. I echo everything Lisa said xxx
Just wanted to say Happy Birthday x
Classic case of me dishing out advice that I know I'll struggle to follow myself. How do these men make us feel so guilty for wanting to move forward without them?
I feel any celebrations a bit tricky now. I am staying with my OH so it's a bit different but we have family members who have decided to distance themselves from him and that's made celebrations a tad awkward for me because what do you do, have two birthday celebrations forever? (That's what we did for my daughters 1st birthday and her 1st Christmas - two big firsts ruined really but hey ho).
Happy Birthday Daisy, even if you don't feel like celebrating this time there will come a time when you will, and you can celebrate EXTRA! Have a lovely time with your mum at the spa xx
Thank you everyone. Had a nice day actually! as we all know it all comes waves, seems last night the wave was here and I have no doubt itll be back but for now im feeling okay x