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What a nightmare, or is this real!? I don't know who this is that Im mm arrived to, 44years together, 4 generations of kids, and we get the KNOCK, Sunday morning, someone at the door, he goes down stairs to see who it is, next thing he is being followed upstairs by 2 officers, Im being arrested says he, for what, indecently touching a minor, no way I didn't believe a word of it, when,what who. I screamed out to our grandson who was living with us ,Grandad being arrested. He thought I was joking. Neither could believe this, He was carted off in Pyjamas,in a police car, next came the officers from child abuse etc, the ransacked his office,took all his gadgets that belonged to the firm and his things. I had to make a statement,by this time half my family had turned up. Later that night he was bailed, on arriving home he said, had the police taken his things from the office ,I td him yeah, Thank God its all going to come out in the open, I had no idea what the hell he was talking about. I later finds out about the Porn sites, the ones that lead to other sites, the ones that had leaf us into this nightmare. It is just that, I loved and Trusted this man, he was my life, we're no youngsters,and planed our later years together. Wel that's All gone, never going to happen now. He has tried to tell me about the Videos, the ones that lead him into watching child,I can't even say it, he's a Great grandfather, he has been the best Dad,Granddad, and untill this Great grandfather, but I see him everyday tortured, us he dying to watch more,dying to create more AI videos of children, or what,does he feel the guilt,in what he has done to this family. We're not allowed to see our family, as they all have children. I am struggling, I think he's a monster, I feel disgusted, but I love him and feel sad for him. I want answers,answers he seems not capable of answering, he thinks his evil. I wish to god I could get answers, what follows, how do we survive this, he's looking towards a prison sentence, I'm looking forward to loss.